Fake all the smiles and tell people you are smiling (:

What can I do ? I have to fake smile infront of my friends causr they want me to be very happy :D Thats why here I am , but no one knows inside the hurtful and depressed feeling side of me . I will never never show it infront of anybody (: . Heart is hurting so badly that wan take a KNIFE LIKE STAB THROUGH IT AND IT FEELS BETTER . Tomorrow have an outing . SHAUN ITS THE LAST OUTING ! PLEASE SMILE LIKE U NEVER SMILE BEFORE ! HAHAHA ! Okay (: please teara dont drop later and bye (: