Looking at sweet couples make me jealous like shyt . Maybe I don't have the fate ?

Yeah back to this blank , dead , emotionless blog . Yeah :D . Hmm .. What to talk about like seriously ? Lol . Hmm you this girl , I will forget you just u wait :D I'm not as weak as you think , if you think that way , you're wrong so wrong . Friends are like gems precious and hard to find , but fake friends appear everywhere like owvea laying on the floor for you to silly pick them up . I wonder if I have pick up any gems yet cause Its so hard to find one . I just don't get it why do some people can get the thing that I wanted so much but I don't have the ability to have it . Sadly , life is just unfair . So unfair but I will try and somehow make it fair . I just haven't find my right onE yet . I want the old me back like seriously Maybe like primary 6 yeah ? Cause I am so peaceful and happy with my life back then .. No relationship problem , have wonderful friends , no need to think so much . Everyday have the smile on my face . But I think these are all part of growing up yeah ? Prehaps I should get used to it . Some emotionless song bring back memories and made me tears dropping slowly .. But I promise myself I will be happy when I have outing with friends . I can do it , Shaun jiayous (: