Apparently I do not have a single true friend that I can trust which is so pathetic . Well I'm a loner , not popular at all , ugly fat stuffs sucks like shyt . Not sociable . But I can't blame on anyone I guess ? It's my problems . Oh well a true friends I had is my pillow , bolster and my soft toy cat <: feel pathetic right ? Idgaf , at least they are there for me whenever I need them  Well my mum only cares about my studies apparently and my food . She always Bom me about tuition stuffs and when to have it and must work hard . Got assigment must do and score well for all subjects , but apparently she and my dad don't care about my true feeling deep down my heart had so many sorrows and painful . I can't believe I'm actually crying when typing this . It feels so good . Nobody in this family care for my life . Only study life I must say . How pathetic <: