It's Thursday today and it really fucking sucks today (: . Firstly is of course my dad as usual . Never fail to make me piss one day . Must give me attitude everyday and make me feel sucks yeah (: thanks dad you did a really good job of helping me . I appreciated alot (: . Well apparently why do I bother to help people business when they don't care about yours ? It's like they appreciated your help and then poof happy walk away (: . Hmm that's really good of you . Hmm tomorrow early morning going swimming as usual , every Friday yeah ? I hope I get drowned into the deepest pool and died on the spot yeah? That will be so awesome . I live also don't know for no reason , always KANNA attitude by others and need to see their black and fuck up attitude (: . I should go bang wall die sua then everything will be fine . Hmm.. You ask me to do that do that as your guai dog like cook rice , help u take things, help u call , help u cook that , help u wash that , help u hang clothes wash clothes . I preserve yeah (: I will and I can . I didn't complain a thing . Cause I respect u . You said you see my face angry , hmm like I see your du LAN face happy like that ? Pls lah kettle calling the pot black ? I eat dinner slowly also u must kpkb . I eat slow is my own fucking problem , what rights do you have to control me ? Stay at home also you kpkb , outside with my friends also kpkb . Are you making my life miserably ? Nvm I ren I ren okay (: . I can do it , Shaun you can . You no need to depend on your friends to help u cause they can't do a thing only me can . Everyday's life getting more and more peaceful yeah ? I'm starting to hate this family alot cause nobody care for a second about me . Well just keep smiling to hide the pain inside my heart . Wonder what it is feel like when u end your life ? Hmm.. I think that's all yeah ? I don't know what to do just to keep smiling~
Smile is a strongest expression that allows you to hide your mood deep inside your heart .